Friends

I have been blessed with great friends. They each are so different, but they contribute such different things to my life. I guess I consider myself a "needy" friends. I need to be with my friends, share things with them and rely on them. I guess today I am a little down in the dumps cause I feel like some of my friends I have to make all the effort. They never plan get togethers, they never call and check in and they change plans without letting me know. I am feeling a little frustrated and I guess neglected:( I guess I just needed to vent for a minutes and have my pity party...and now I will move on to much happier things. (Oh and if you are reading this, you aren't one of the friends I am thinking about...they don't read my blog). Addison now says Easton's name...it sounds a little more like ESA, but she will stand at the top of the stairs and yell down, "ESA, ESA". It is adorable but has left Camden feeling a little neglected (too much like his mother?) He now is constantly in Addie's face saying "say Camden, say Camden". Oh I pray she will pipe up with "Camden" soon! And just forget about my complaining heart...I am going to try and focus more on what my friends are and less on what I want them to be!